While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Trying to find a cure for over possessiveness.

5 years from now , where will I be? Its frightening rather than thrilling. Will the people who I hold close to me now still be with me then? The last year was a Love story, and it still continues. It frightens me to think that you will leave and all this will be just memory thrown so far back in time. Or will you still be with me then? Or will I be a random story you talk about someday to someone? Like the stories you tell me?

Its frightening. Rather not exist that face such a situation then.. But I wish you would stay , through all the hardships that lie ahead..

Our condition is pathetic. We live like we never die. We go searching for truths
while forgetting the only reality that awaits us.death..
Why should we bother about death everyday when it is imminent? Many ask..
Why shouldnt we when there is nothing bigger and more significant since our birth..
Where are we all going..what is our passion? repairing computer? marketing some
bueaty cream? Becoming president or rule the world? The higher you rise in 
society, the worse your condition is..The more busy you are with other material 
things , the more stranger your soul will become..

The Hit-point
We were watching this documentary Israel vs Palestine.
My mind was wandering. Over violence.What provokes terrorism,violence.
My mind captured a few specific moments of the video which captured my mind like a snapshot and trigerred it onto a direction..the direction
was determined by that moment..the hit-point which I will call it.
A hit-point is a particular point which captures your mind like a photograph..and then its upto your mind to decide which of the two ways you will take..you will like.. 
Ok.! Then I noticed that my significant other, lying on my legs , watching this video , gave me a particular look , which I noticed , she captured like this photograph, for some reason , some chemistry
between is which is not to be mentioned here..and it flung her mind
into some direction which ended in her giving me this look.
So this hit-point is not just to do with videos..It could be there in every aspect of life..Every hit-point from your baby-hood..to what you
are till now...has carried you away in that directoin which has made you love/fall for/develop attraction towards/inspire you to whatever whatever..

End of story

Its a beautiful , cold morning, wrapped in my blanket with the significant other.A state of non-judgement follows the bliss.In a moment, there will be few words to say. These last few, from the little dissolving leftover judgments will now stop.

Everything in life keeps changing. Will we ever be like before? Are you going far? Far for me to reach for you? Too far to hear my anymore? I dont know where you are going.. I dont know what is happening. I can only lie down locked up in my room and think of everything over again and again...