Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
Sunday, October 3, 2010

10 :00 am - I listen to white blanket(which I will rename later); I feel sleepy and go to bed.
I have a lucid dream . I was never sure if I had one before. But this...
I have a conversation with an old friend who I had in school , my uncle , with someone in the pharmacy below my flat ..my colleague comes along to the pharmacy and i turn and talk to him.
He is behind the curtain near my bed though.. I try to move the curtain aside .When I finally manage to , he is not there.. I feel paralysed ..Yet I float around my room and to the next room ,
always feeling the presence of the someone else..
Somewhere in between , I am in my bed. I turn to the wall and I see a hand resting against the wall . Im not sure if its my hand. I hold the hand . I feel safe and assured..
10:30.. I wake up from the dream that Ive never experienced before.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Vacation
Feeling rather plain in the morning.
Umm...so, today I will take my 2 weeks vacation ,homebound.
Its been a year!..Good luck Clifford.
But I will miss u,..
Friday, July 30, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010

"They say its hard to let go..they say its hard to wait for someone..I say its the hardest to live confused whether to let go or wait.."
Its over ... I can't make the mistake again. Its the last time.
But then its over. Everyday will be different and its going to be hard.
But I know the voice somewhere deep in me will give me the strength. It has , always.
I beleive in you.Come back ,lets live the days like it was.
Im glad you show me the courage even this moment to act the ryt way..Im glad you are here..
Now I need you to stop making me rethink about it. Because we know we made the ryt decision.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Avaya
Sunday, April 18, 2010
" The Great Depression "
April 4th to 12th , my great depression..
April 7th to 12th , my university examinations..
April 12th , the good news. Tonite I will sleep ...
April 13th till date.. Its just that I sleep , not that I would ever understand everything that happened, nor where my thoughts would take me.
April 7th to 12th , my university examinations..
April 12th , the good news. Tonite I will sleep ...
April 13th till date.. Its just that I sleep , not that I would ever understand everything that happened, nor where my thoughts would take me.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
'Point'less
I dont know if I will ever develop a good sense of direction. In fact , Im the worst case Ive come across so far.
Even now I wouldnt be able to drive to work though its been over a year that Ive been going the same way or avoid coming back to where I started .
Not much of a problem , but it certainly isnt a comfortable thing to live with.
Even now I wouldnt be able to drive to work though its been over a year that Ive been going the same way or avoid coming back to where I started .
Not much of a problem , but it certainly isnt a comfortable thing to live with.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
RIP to a friend (Sandra)
Shocked to know that you commited suicide last Sunday . We all are ..
Not a wind blew when you passed by us daily.. Nothing moved.
But now there is a gentle breeze , one of vibrant silence .. and left with all of us , short but sweet memories of you.
We all love you.
Luv,
A friend .
Not a wind blew when you passed by us daily.. Nothing moved.
But now there is a gentle breeze , one of vibrant silence .. and left with all of us , short but sweet memories of you.
We all love you.
Luv,
A friend .
Saturday, January 23, 2010
For all that ever was and will be

Down layers of fire and molten rocks , then a night-layer of pure sand , another ,picturesque in thick woods , the vine with waterfalls and the swing , and many many layers down , accelerated down and outward where it seemed the ladder's end and towards the sun , but only signified a coming out of the senses.
If there was no ears or eyes to sense space and time , there would be no concern of being conscious of everything that ever was is and will be.
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