Every time I fight with you or behave rude, I am reminded how valuable you are. And all I can do it think of it in the dark. Yet Im hurting you. I dont want to hurt you anymore Mother. 

Didn't you once tell me that nothing's ever separate? That everything is one? Didn't you make me euphoric?

Then why do I feel that things are going away from me? May be I need to see you again.To know these feelings aren't real.To know that you are always inside of me.

Turn to summer, goes so fast
Seems I'll never see you
One weekend and a photograph
Oh, all my boyish dreams
And your every melody
With the sea tides tossing free
Never, never holding back